A secret family portrait or My failed Christmas card

A secret family portrait or My failed Christmas card

My first Christmas card exchange, the 2023 edition, for the Felting and Fiber Studio group has been quite a challenge, not only because I was paired with the exceptionally talented and much experienced Karen Lane (no pressure, eh), but also because I had NO IDEA at all of what to make! I had never ever given a thought at making a Christmas card myself, and I had never set myself a size so small for wetfelting.

I decided to start thinking and experimenting as soon as possible, and am I glad that I did! because my first try at it went in a completely different direction than intended! It is this first card that I am talking about in my blogpost today, and I am sharing its making that I kept secret up until now (apart from a hasty consultation with a friend).

I started by thinking about Christmas and what it meant to me. My line of reasoning was pretty muddled, but I grasped at something that might have been significant: family and family relationships, that is an aspect of Christmas to me. As no more brilliant ideas were forthcoming, I went for it and thought in terms of family ties, blood ties, and so on. Unfortunately, this is not a particularly jolly thought for me, but I decided to see where it could lead me.

I was thinking about embroidery on felt, as I had seen lovely embroidered portraits lately, and I just had an itch to scratch about embroidering portraits on felt myself, it seemed just colliding with the idea of family: family portraits, why not!

I hit on blood ties among women as the thing that I wanted to talk about, relationship among generations on the maternal line, difficult and complex and rewarding and aggravating…

I have this slight face blindness, so I decided to draw my design from manipulated photos of my family. I chose three photos that I liked, with smiles that I liked, representing also good times. Then I manipulated them to black and white and a bit of blurring: I wanted to be able to see the main lines of the shapes.

Black and white blurred photo of a woman with dark hair sitting cross-legged
The manipulated photo that I used to draw the mother
Black and white blurred photo of a young girl smiling and showing a necklace.
The manipulated photo that I used to draw the daughter
A black and white blurred photo of a smiling woman
Manipulated photo that I used to draw grandmother.

I reduced their size and put the three images on the same page to print them on paper. Then I put a strong light underneath the print and traced the lines that I deemed more important onto a different paper. I used this last drawing to trace the lines on plasticky water-soluble fabric to use on the felt base.

A sheet of paper with a drawing is on a wooden table with pencils and pens and a transparent sheet of water-soluble fabric
My drawing ready for being traced onto the water-soluble fabric.
A drawing of three smiling women in a triangle on a sheet of paper covered by water-soluble transparent fabric
Here is the drawing covered by the transparent water-soluble fabric that seems just like a transparent plastic sheet.
A transparent water-soluble fabric piece is pinned with pins on a paper to trace a drawing, on a wooden table
Preparing to trace the drawing on the water-soluble fabric, I pinned it to the sheet of paper to avoid shifting.
A drawing of three smiling women on water-soluble fabric pinned to a sheet of paper
Here is the drawing traced onto water-soluble fabric with a permanent ink fine felt tip pen.
Drawing of a smiling girl with a necklace on transparent water-soluble fabric
I loved how my daughter’s drawing came out!

My next step was to prepare the felt on which to embroider, of course.

A rectangle of laid out dark grey wool on a background of bubble wrap and white towels
I wanted a dark grey base on which to lay out my red background. I used a real card for the size, augmented by the prospective shrinking.

I used two layers of dark grey merino, and then went on to add a layer of different reds mixed with some grey merino for the top. Red for blood, as in “blood ties” and “visceral relationships” , but also red as a Christmas colour: I was still thinking about the Christmas card exchange here.

I put some scraps of bubble wrap in between the dark grey base layers and the red layer, so that I could cut holes on the base: these represent the complexity of the family relationships.

Kiki Peruzzi's hands manipulating wetfelt to full it, on a surface of bubble wrap and white towels
Working on the shrinking quite a bit.
A wetfelted piece in red and grey merino wool on a bubble wrap showing shrinkage, on white towels
You can see the size of the bubble wrap that I used to guide my lay-out and the size of the finished wetfelted background.

After finishing and drying the felt background I cut the holes that I had decided on, and worked a little bit on their edges. I did not want to work too much on them, to let them have a bit of a raw appearance.

A piece of red and grey wetfelt with holes cut in it, on a bubble wrap and white towels, with a soap bar.
Working on the holes, to seal the edges somewhat with rubbing, water and soap. It was kind of hard to decide on their positions and then cut them out, but I was very firm that this was only an experiment, so I could botch it.

After drying the felt again, I was ready for the hand stitching step.

Red and grey wetfelted background with water soluble fabric for hand stitching pinned on it
I pinned the water soluble fabric with the drawing on the felt background, to avoid it moving, careful to avoid tearing it.

The water soluble fabric is not the easiest background on which to hand stitch, I found out. It was only my second time using it, and my first of using it extensively and for precision work: well, I can’t say as I liked it, as it tends to tear easily close to fiddly bits, and its shiny surface makes it harder to see and follow the design. Anyway, I persevered and I was really happy with the results, as I could see that it was all coming out as I wanted with the hand stitching step.

A black hand stitched line on a water soluble fabric and wetfelted red wool.
I started from the right hand, careful not to tear the water soluble fabric.
Progress on hand stitching a girl's outline with black thread on water soluble fabric and a red wetfelt background
I used different types of stitches for the different parts, while managing to keep it simple without too many details.
Progress on a hand stitched outline of a smiling girl in black thread over water soluble fabric and red wetfelt.
And going on with the stitching..
Woman's outline hand stitched with black thread on water soluble fabric and red wetfelt
After completing the right hand figure, I went on hand stitching the left hand one.
Three partially completed outlines of women hand stitched with black thread on water soluble fabric and red wetfelt
Then up to the top character, dispensing from pins along the way: I pricked myself more than once on random pins, so was eager to see them gone..
Finished embroidery of three women's outlines with black thread on water soluble fabric and red wetfelt
And here they are all finished!

Then it was the time to dissolve the water soluble fabric and see if it all worked well! The fabric dissolved very easily, and leaving no residues on the felt.

Wet felted red and grey artwork with three women's outlines hand stitched in black thread
And here it is after having dissolved the water soluble fabric.

At this point, I had planned to have links coming out and going into the holes, although I had not decided on precisely what kind of ties or what colour.

At the beginning, I was thinking about a mix of different types of felt cords and threads, and about different colours to lighten the mood of the piece, but in the end I really did not like the effect of many colours on it.

I left it to simmer for a few days, then decided on crocheting links and ties with black cotton yarn.

A red and grey wetfelt piece in progress, with a crocheted black cord , on a wooden table with a metal crochet hook.
Starting on the crocheting step.

The crochet needed holes punctured into the felt to hook the thread into it, and I made those with difficulty because they kept closing up.

The interesting thing about crocheting the cords was that I was able to crochet free-form shapes and “objects” into them, and I could link the cords among themselves, to reflect complexity.

A black crocheted heart shape held in Kiki Peruzzi's hand
A heart shape crocheted in the cords. I also crocheted circular and spherical shapes and less recognisable ones.
Progress of the crocheting of cords with black yarn on a red and grey wetfelted piece
Work in progress.
A red and grey wetfelted piece with black thread hand stitched women's outlines and black crocheted cords
That’s the crocheting done.

I wasn’t perfectly happy with the outcome, though: I decided to add some grey shadowing around the figures with needlefelting.

Wet felted piece with a red and grey background, hand stitched women's outlines and crocheted cords
I quite liked the new shadows, they gave more depth to the whole piece.

After seeing the finished piece, I could not in all honesty call it particularly jolly or Christmassy. It was also highly personal and not very suitable to make a card to someone outside my own family: once the creative rush of finishing the piece was ended, I realised I could not use it for the Christmas exchange!

I had basically used the excuse of the exchange to go on a creative rampage in the direction that I already secretly wanted to pursue, ahem. Well, what was done was done, and, lucky me, I had started very early so had still plenty of time to make something else!

The family related piece gained a grey backing and was sent as a secret little present to my mum, who was moved by it.

I got back to square one, put on my thinking cap, and decided on a much lighter mood for my real Christmas exchange card: a friendship present of flowers and abstract landscape that I hope Karen liked.

And worry not, I managed to cram as many techniques as I could in it, from fabric collage to mark making on fabric to nuno felting and embroidery. So, in the end, I had days and days of wonderful experiments just from the one challenge :)) I will definitely go for it next Christmas as well!

A small abstract nuno felted landscape in tones of white blue and grey, with a red detail, on a wooden table
First page of my REAL Christmas card.
Kiki Peruzzi's fabric collage with mark making and embroidery of abstract flowers in the tones of white blue and grey, with red details.
Second page of my REAL Christmas card.

Sorry for the rushed photos of my real card, as I was eager to send it before getting caught in the Festive Weeks of Madness at my kids’ school.

18 thoughts on “A secret family portrait or My failed Christmas card

  1. Really!!! I just love what you are doing here. Your work, your humour, your self, which shines through every post.
    Thank you for your blog !

    I greet you from snowy Germany 🙋🏽‍♀️

    Anke

    1. Thank you, Anke, very kind!
      Oh, my kids would love to see a bit of snow here in London, but they have had no luck so far this year! Please send some from Germany 🙂

  2. Wow Caterina, what a great post! It was lovely to follow you through all your steps and I hope it helped you personally as well as creatively. It was certainly a great idea, even if it didn’t end up as your exchange Christmas card. But then you got further chances to play and learn with the real one – I liked the idea of a 2 page card, more space for creativity.
    Ann

    1. Thanks, Ann.
      It really was a fantastic way to challenge myself and try out different things, and I ended up with two very different pieces: it was definitely a very positive experience!
      I must confess that, being my first time at the Christmas Card Exchange, I had no idea that a two page card would be so unusual 😀 I loved to see what all the others came up to, now I got a lot more ideas on what to make next year!!

  3. Oh this is a super post Caterina. I feel you really dug so deep for your first piece and it perfectly represents so many families and the ties that keep us all together.
    I love your card to Karen. It’s equally as beautiful and I am sure she was a very pleased bunny to receive it.
    Helene x

    1. Thank you so much, Helene.
      As it often happens when you do something for the first time, one tends to really delve into the whys and hows in a deeper way, trying not to come out as such a rookie 😀 and of course, it is such a giveaway! 😀 😀
      Caterina

  4. We enjoyed reading your steps towards the first piece and the sentiments that made it. The card you sent to Karen is very pretty and what a great idea to make two pages 🙂

  5. How lovely, Caterina! It’s great that you managed to pursue a card you secretly wanted to make, and then managing to create a new one for Karen 🙂 One will have deep personal meaning for you, the other will undoubtedly be appreciated by the talented recipient because it comes from someone else equally talented!

    1. Thank you, Leonor.
      I really loved the challenge! I would probably never have completed any of the two cards if left to my own procrastination schedule! 🙂 Caterina

  6. What a great family related card. You are really good at working your feelings into each piece you create. I’m sure your mom will treasure it. The card you made for Karen is wonderful too. I’m glad you enjoyed making cards, it’s a simple way to try out new ideas before beginning a larger piece.

    1. Thank you, Ruth.
      What a great idea, taking on challenges to try out ideas for bigger future projects! I will definitely think about it.
      Caterina

  7. Where to start? Firstly, will you please write my epitaph when the time comes? Not too soon I hope!!🤣Secondly please don’t ever doubt your talent! You put such a lot of thought in to your designs and every element has some sort of symbolic meaning which won’t always be recognisable to others but in doing this you are being true to yourself.
    It’s been interesting to learn the thought process you went through when designing and creating your family portrait card and, although it meant more work for you, it’s only right that your Mum should be the recipient!
    As for my card, I absolutely loved it and I reckon you might have started a trend with decorating the inside page …..a double whammy for the recipient!! All of the shop bought cards have long since been binned in this house but your Nuno felted, appliqué and hand stitched card is remaining pinned to my design board, thank you!

    1. Thank you, Karen!
      Yes, you are true, I am thinking a lot while creating art pieces like those, where meaning is important and different parts must come together in a whole: maybe it is also a beginner’s thing, as I have not the same experience as others with those challenges. The second page fad might have been a mistake, as it will mean more work for everybody next year! Please, don’t blame it on me, I was honestly confused as to what we were supposed to make 😀 😀 For my part, I was amazed by all the other cards and brooches and artworks! Yours is already framed and on my wall, as you have sent it ready for framing, it was so easy! Thanks again, I love it. Caterina

  8. Thank you for a lovely post, and I enjoyed reading your card journey! You are braver than me in your felt explorations. I am sure that your Mum loved your card, and it is such a personal touch for her when you are far away.

    1. Thank you, very kind. Well, that’s a fantastic thing about felt, that you can explore in so many directions and that you can always reuse your samples in some way. It’s very freeing to me, although I have made quite a few things that were not quite satisfying while I was exploring 🙂 maybe that’s a story for another post!

  9. The embroidery came out really nicely. But I’m not too keen on the black cording. It was interesting following along on your creative journey. Your second card looks lovely too. Well done.

    1. Thank you for your comment, Carlene. I see what you mean, the embroidered portraits were my favourite part as well, and I wasn’t totally satisfied by the whole too. I also think that I would not choose the red background, if I could go back and remake it, it was just too limiting. Anyway, I can still experiment with the portraits, as I have kept the drawing. Caterina

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